I have a tendency to be really laid back about everything and a kind of “i dont care attitude” Which has is benefits and generally speaking keeps me happy and anxiety free but as I get older, I sometimes consider how that may negatively impact me.. Should I live a healthier lifestyle? Should I drink as much as i do? Should I be taking drugs on nights out? Only Nature is a song from purely that mindset. A character created out of those questions. The questions my rational mind asks itself “Why do you take drugs?, you drink too much, stay up all night, no exercise”. Some days I feel like i want to make changes. Others I feel like I don't care.
lyrics
I took a bite of life and nearly choked
It wont let me go
Just let me chew this on my own
Oh here we go
“Why do you take drugs?”
“You drink too much”
“Waste all your time”
“No exercise”
Stay up all night, draw the curtains blinding light
Try change my mind, my broken mind
Shiny broach and yellow pin
Tiny Speckled medicine
Now I can feel anything
I don't care
“You can't grow a plant without a seed”
The wilting trees,
Are the only nature that I need is to help me sleep
“Why do you take drugs?”
“You drink too much”
Try change my mind, My broken mind
Shiny broach and yellow pin
Tiny Speckled medicine
Now I can feel anything
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
I don't care
Shiny broach and yellow pin
Tiny Speckled medicine
Now I can feel anything
I don't care
credits
from Happiness,
released September 9, 2022
Written by Beauty School
Produced and Mixed by James Kenosha
Mastered by Felix Davis at Metropolis